Dream

Terkadang, ada saat kita untuk menutup telinga
Membiarkan mereka mengatakan apa yang ingin mereka katakan dan kita tak mempedulikannya
Orang bilang, itu sama saja dengan tidak menghargai mereka
Apa memang benar begitu?
Bagiku tidak.
Ada saatnya kita menutup telinga
Membiarkan omongan mereka masuk telinga kiri dan keluar telinga kanan
Justru merekalah, yang terkadang tak sadar bahwa ucapan mereka membuat sebuah mimpi terbang
Ucapan mereka terkadang lalai, Jika didengar maka hanya ada luka
Jika didengar hanya akan air mata
Mereka tak sadar
Dari komentar, lelucon, atau bahkan omongan serius bisa membuat mimpi seseorang terbang
Lalu apa?
Bagiku, memang terkadang kita harus menutup telinga kita
Membiarkan mereka puas mengomentari mimpi
Aku akan tetap bermimpi
Ini adalah mimpiku
Aku tak peduli dengan perkataan mereka
Mereka tak pernah menjadi aku, terkadang mereka hanya 'sok' tahu
Dan berharap aku berubah karena perkataan mereka
Aku pernah mendengar perkataan mereka
Apa yang terjadi?
AKU TIDAK BERUBAH
JUSTRU ITULAH YANG MEMBUATKU TAK BISA MERASAKAN ANUGERAH YANG AKU PUNYA
seperti itukah yang mereka inginkan?

Lalu salahkah jika sekarang aku hanya menyunggingkan senyum? Berharap suatu hari pandangan mereka berubah. Aku ingin membuktikan pada mereka.

AKU JUGA BISA WALAU DENGAN KETERBATASAN YANG AKU PUNYA SAAT INI

Just remember

rasanya baru kemarin foto-foto ini diambil

Sayangnya, perjuangan kita harus berakhir sampai di sini, jika aku hanya memandang dari satu sisi, maka pasti yang ada hanya rasa penyesalan namun sesungguhnya pasti ada banyak hal yang bisa diambil dari semua yang telah terjadi.

Saat semua target yang kita tulis belum bisa kita wujudkan dan semua yang akan kita lakukan jika memang semua yang kita mau tercapai, pasti ada suatu yang membuat ketidak tenangan

dress

Maybe, When I wear this, i just like a princess

sand

(picture by: http://sheikhrajput.blogspot.com/2009/11/from-grains-lost-in-time.html)

If you let me go, I will go

Don't worry, I'm not the mud

I'm just  the sand

Then, you will never get it back

Taylor Swift - The Story Of Us

I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us
How we met and the sparks flew instantly
People would say, "they're the lucky ones"
I used to know my place was a spot next to you
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat
'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on
Oh, a simple complication
Miscommunications lead to fall out
So many things that I wish you knew
So many walls up I can't break through

Now I'm standing alone
In a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know
Is it killing you
Like it's killing me?
I don't know what to say
Since a twist of fate
When it all broke down
And the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now
Next chapter

How'd we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes
And trying to look busy
And you're doing your best to avoid me
I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here
But you held your pride like you should have held me
Oh, we're scared to see the ending
Why are we pretending this is nothing?
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how
I've never heard silence quite this loud

Now I'm standing alone
In a crowded room


And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know
Is it killing you
Like it's killing me?
I don't know what to say
Since a twist of fate
When it all broke down
And the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now

This is looking like a contest
Of who can act like they care less
But I liked it better when you were on my side
The battle's in your hands now
But I would lay my armor down
If you'd say you'd rather love than fight
So many things that you wish I knew
But the story of us might be ending soon

Now I'm standing alone
In a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know
Is it killing you
Like it's killing me?
I don't know what to say
Since a twist of fate
When it all broke down
And the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now, now, now
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know
Is it killing you
Like it's killing me?
I don't know what to say
Since a twist of fate
'cause we're going down
And the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now

hmmmm

Seharusnya kemarin pas di loby sekolah, aku dengerin lagunya Taylor Swift yang The story of us sepertinya pas banget

urgent

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Bismillah, semoga essay kali ini bisa lolos dan bisa masuk 5 besar.
Ini adalah essay pertamaku di ajang Internasional ㄑ【°◆° '】ㄏ